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Date:2009-11-11 18:31

i want my husband home. i want things to be simple like they were when i first got this thing. i want my daughter here with me.  i dont wanna feel obese anymore. im going to bed

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Date:2009-11-11 18:31

 i wanna get outta here

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Date:2005-05-16 20:33

I got into Western!

I finally have a reason to quit my job!!!

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Date:2005-03-30 19:51

Naomi has been watching the baby!
She freaked out when the baby was crying, it was funny.
It will be okay Naomi.

I work too much!
I miss seeing my daughter.
I have this feeling she wont recognize who I am.

I got a $.50 raise at work.
Now I make $8.50.
Sup now bitches!!!!

I love my daughter!!

I'm off to the gym to work out for 30 minutes,

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Date:2005-03-08 16:59

I'm alone with the Callie tonight, and there is nothing to eat in this house for dinner!
Where should I go?

I'm afraid to take her places.
What is some idiot hits me, or she gets sick?
Hopefully I will get over this fear soon.

Good thing there are drive-thrus!

One of those fruit bowls from Wendy's sound good!

Anyway the baby will be 2 weeks old tomorrow!
It seems like she should be older than that!

I'm scared to go back to work.
I think Callie is gettting to attached to her grandma.
She is always holding her.


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Date:2005-03-01 15:54

I finally had my baby!!

She is soooo beautiful.
She weighed 6lbs 10oz, and was 19 inches long.

As soon as I figure out how to post pictures I will put some up of her.

I love being a mother.
I think it is what i needed.

I wasnt feeling complete or feeling anything before i had her.

She is all i ever think about.
I cant be away from her for more than 30 minutes.
I dont even mind waking up in the middle of the night.

Andrew is so good with her, I think he was scared at first, but now he wants to be around her as much as I do. Maybe not in the middle of the night, since he has a 7am class.

I need to go do mom stuff now,

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Date:2005-02-17 11:00

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

• You must tell 2 people about this game.
Andrew is the one that you love.
Chris is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Chris.
Andrew is the one who knows you very well.
April is your lucky star.
LapDance is the song that matches with Andrew.
Karma Police is the song for Chris.
Glory Box is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and Talk Show Host is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz

I'm getting induced on Wed at 5:30am.
My dad and mom will not be here.
Only my loving caring sister!

I really want my mom and dad to be here, my mom more than my dad for some reason.

I sent my application out for Western Washington University, and University of Washington.

I cant breath, bend over, or sleep.
I'm so uncomfortable, i cant wait till i can sleep on my stomach again.
Why wont she just come out of me?
7 days!!!

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Date:2005-02-05 19:03

Today was one of the baby showers!
It was not that bad.
I'll post pictures next time.

Andrews parents bought me a digital camera for my birthday.
They spent more on me than my dad, crazy!

I thought we were going to Target, but Andrew decided to drink
Oh well

See everyone at Kyles later tonight!!!!!

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Date:2005-01-16 15:00

Andrew and I are now keeping the baby.
She is expected in only 1 month!!
I'm incredibly scared, i wanna have a c-section!

Our baby shower is on Feb 5th, at 2:00pm if any of you kids wanna come.

oh yeah, we named her Callie!
I wanna name her Lolita, but he dosent like that name.

I might be going to Western, or University of WA.
Which ever accepts my application.

Time for me to go pack, cause our house sold!


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Date:2004-11-23 09:42

Life has been out of control lately.
I work 40 hours a week, go to school, and try and do homework.
Tomorrow was supposed to be my day off, but i have to work 8am to 11am.
I had sunday off, but i was car shopping the whole time, so i didnt really have the day off.

I leave for california with my sister(yeah!) tomorrow till sunday.
I cant wait to eat Del Taco and Jose's.

I dont really have time to update, i have to do homework.

Oh yeah i got a new car but the gas tank broke, so i wont get it till i get back.
It is a 2002 Montero.
It is beautiful.

Come down to Alfys by the bowling ally and visit me and Naomi.
Isn't that cute, we work together, as one!!! AAAWWWWW!!

Happy Thanksgiving!!!!!!!

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Date:2004-10-18 11:20

I love my job at Alfy's!!

If anyone wants to visit me i work at the one in Silverlake Everett off 19th st.

I love getting tips.

Naomi or Tara, i lost my phone over a week ago, so when i buy a new phone on wednesday i will need your numbers. I think i have yours Naomi, but i dont have your cell Tara Ashley McDade.

Oh yeah i'm having a girl, but Andrew and i decided to give her up for adoption.

I'm starting to show.
I miss wearing my old clothes.
I will be 6 months in about a 1/2 weeks.

School sucks!
Talk to yah kids later.

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Date:2004-09-28 10:51

I cannot wait for "Closer" to come out.
I have to wait till December 3rd.
There are like 20 movies coming out in December that look really good.

I got a job in summer, but i havent started yet.
I will be working at a pizza place called Alfy's.

Andrew and I find out the sex of the baby tomorrow at 9:00 am.
I can finally start being stuff for the baby that i dont need too.

My life is still boring.

I should probably go study some more.
That is all i did this weekend.
This is my last quarter, i should be having fun, not studying all the time.

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Date:2004-09-25 19:46

I dont enjoy being pregnant.
None of my clothes fit me anymore.
And i cant afford to buy new ones.

Schools sucks.
This is gonna be a hard last quarter.

I wish i had family up here.

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Date:2004-09-12 16:26

I cannot stand to be in washington anymore.
It is so freakin boring here.

Maybe things will change once school starts.

I had so much fun on my vacation, too bad i had to come home.

When something interesting happens i will update.

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Date:2004-08-17 12:37

I just took my books back to Pierce and recieved $205.
That is all going to my trip!

I'm leaving tomorrow morning around 6 am.

Guess who decided not to go??

Yeah, that would be Andrew.

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Date:2004-08-08 10:57

I have to go see my sister today.
Somebody help me!
She is gonna nag me the whole time about being pregnant!

I finally quit Old Navy.
The 17th is my last day!

Kim, and Tara:

My bitch ass is coming down with Andrew on the 19th, we will be there a few days. I'm gonna call you Tara, i promise!
Sorry i missed your birthday, i'll make it up when i come down.
I'll take you to Del Taco!!! YEAH!!

Nothing interesting ever happens here.
I'm so bored all the time.

I cant wait till i get to go to Vegas and California.
Hopefully i'm not to pregnant too go to Disneyland!

Sorry i dont have anything interesting to say.

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Date:2004-07-23 23:38

To clear things up for people that are wondering...
Yes I'm pregnant with Andrew's child.

So i have been thinking about moving to Las Vegas lately.
My dad just moved there, and now i'm all alone up here.
Except for Andrew's family.

It is the only place that has ever really mad me happy.
I know i will miss everyone up here: Naomi and Andrew.
I dont talk to anyone else, so i wont really be missing a lot of people.

The only thing is, what em i gonna do about the baby?

I know i cant support it working at Old Navy(which i'm quitting).
So maybe i should just give he/she up for adoption?

I have no freaking clue!

I wonder when life is going to get easy.

I miss being 12.


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Date:2004-07-14 21:46
Subject:Hope this makes you happy!!!

Guess what everyone????

I'm 9 weeks pregnant!!!!

I really dont enjoy being pregnant, i have worked my ass off for a year to look the way i did, and now i'm gaining weight. And it is not baby weight, i cant stop eating junk food. I love cookies and cake sooooo much!

I'm craving Del Taco, i have been for 2 weeks now.

I cant wait till i get to go to Vegas and California.

I miss everyone so much.

My due date is Valentines Day!!
Isn't that so damn cute?


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Date:2004-06-19 22:59

Everything sucks!

My dad still dosent have a job!
I just spent $50 on food for his dinner tomorrow, he wanted me to make it!

I hate work at Old Navy.
Hate is a strong enough word, when i find one that describes how much i hate working there i will let you know!

School starts on Monday
And i work everyday.
I wish i would break my leg so i would have to go into work.
I need to find another job.

I need money, my dad cut me off from my alowance, so now i really have to work.

There is more to say but my sister and dad are lurking around me!

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Date:2004-06-05 22:28

Fuck Fuck

If Old Navy tells me to sell one more fucking credit card i will fucking blow up!

I'm already on the verge!


My dad stil dosent have a job, and now i have 2.
I wish he would find one so we wouldnt have to sell the house.

Fuck, again!!!

I hate my damn knife selling job, they are a bunch of cult memebers trying to sell knives. Fuck that too!

Why cant my dad find a job?

I really really wanna go to Vegas and CA, but no, i have no money

I'm really pissed!
If you cant tell

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